wadehell??!!

baru aja ngbuka lagi old memories niy, lucu juga ya tnyata mengenang gini, hehe..

jadi inget klo dulu pernah ngrasain ‘those feelings’, pernah nglewatin waktu ma orang2 yang dah jadi masa lalu ‘n bahkan gak tau sekarang ada dimana, or even pernah nglakuin hal2 konyol cuma bwat somethin’ yang klo dipikir2 lagi meaningless berat.

bener2 ng-refresh pikiran plus hati dey by reopening those old stories ‘n stuffs. sometimes pas liat kenangan2 itu malah baru nyadar, "oh, gw pernah toh kyak gini!" ato "oia, dulu kan gw pernah punya cerita ma orang ini ya..". kinda exciting lah pokoknya!

jadi ngrasa klo dulu tuh gw ‘kecil’ banget, far from being an adult dey.. so many things ‘n decisions yang seandainya bisa diubah pengeenn.. banget gw ubah. tapi klo gitu juga kan gak bakal bisa bikin gw jadi gw yang sekarang ya? mendingan gak ngubah apapun ding, let it be just the way it has to be.

justru dari stupid things ‘n decisions itu gw belajar banyak, probably we all do, right?

yaahh.., memories remain everlasting, tgantung bagaimana qta menyikapinya, halah.. ;p

i guess it’s good bwat nyimpen hal2 yang punya kenangan khusus bwat lo, klo perlu tulis cerita2 yang menurut lo spesial, ‘coz gak ada salahnya koq someday kenangan2 itu qta buka lagi ‘n qta bisa ketawa pas inget semuanya, seburuk apapun kenangan itu, since u know u are a better person by then..

Hey, everyone!

Wanna share a nice song with nice lyrics by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus entitled The Guardian Angel.

It’s ’bout how u can fall so deep in love ‘n u’re willing to sacrifice urself for it.

An easy listening emo song, worth to check it out. Ow, ‘n don’t forget to see the clip also. Sooo… cute ‘n full of beautiful quotes. (^^,)

Btw, here’s the song text:

When I see ur smile, tears run down my face, I can’t replace

‘n now that I’m strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold ‘n it breaks thru my soul

‘n I know I’ll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let u fall, I’ll stand up with u forever

I’ll be there for u thru it all, even if saving u sends me to heaven

It’s okay.. it’s okay.. it’s okay..

Seasons are changing, ‘n waves are crashing, ‘n stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer ‘n nights grow shorter

I can show u I’ll be the one

‘Coz u’re my.. u’re my.. my.. my true love, my whole heart

Please don’t throw that away

‘Coz I’m here for u

Please don’t walk away ‘n please tell me u’ll stay

Use me as u will, pull my strings just for a thrill

‘N I know I’ll be okay, though my skies are turning gray

…The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus…

Semalem gw baru nge-discuss one thing ma one of my best friends..

qta ngomongin tentang "in the end, words are JUST words.. they are meaningless without any action or proof".

dan kebetulan, qta baru aja ngalamin hal yang serupa tapi tak sama dalam hal itu, hehe..

punya pengalaman lah, tentang gimana qta dah naruh harapan ma seseorang, denger kata2 dari seseorang itu yang kayaknya sangat meyakinkan plus ekspresi muka yang kayaknya (lagi) cukup banget bwat bikin qta percaya, tapi ternyata o ternyata… ;p

ya itu tadi, pada akhirnya qta cuma dapet ‘ampas’ dari kata2 itu.. nothing banget.. dan gw (plus temen gw) jadi sadar aja, klo sedeket apapun qta ma seseorang, gak ngejamin setiap kata yang kita denger dari dya itu PASTI ato ASLI..

bukannya gw ngajak yang baca blog ini bwat gak percaya ma syapapun, tapi cuma ngasih dikit gambaran aja klo gak semua beautiful words come to a beautiful reality.

bahwa bener banget klo rasa harus di-mix ma logika, karna sometimes rasa bisa bikin qta jadi gak logis, yang ke depannya mungkin bisa bikin qta jatuh klo qta gak waspada ma fluktuasi rasa itu sendiri.

gak enak juga sih sebenernya bwat ngebayangin klo qta jangan nyenderin rasa percaya sepenuhnya ma seseorang yang in fact dah deket ma qta.. dan emang gak harus gitu juga, jangan sampe aja bawaannya jadi curiga mulu trus kesannya jadi sama skali gak percaya ma dya. there should be TRUST, but don’t let it screw urself.. everything has its limit. kepercayaan juga harus ada batesnya. jangan sampe kepercayaan yang tlalu besar malah bikin qta jadi kliatan ‘bodoh’ (soalnya klo dibodoh2in ma orang yang qta percaya, qtanya gak nyadar, dah percaya banget sih.. ). tetep harus ‘melek’ ma sikon di sekitar qta. jangan telen bulet2 semua kata2 manis..

mungkin reaksi yang ok bwat nanggepin kata2 manis tuh: didengerin, disenyumin (sebagai reaksi happy, of course..), trus ngomong dey dalem hati: "let the time answer the real message behind those beautiful words..". apa emang kata2 itu bener2 punya esensi ato sebaliknya, kosong gak ada artinya.

jadi inget kalimat MEMANG LIDAH TAK BERTULANG, euy!!

huehehe…

c u ya..

…cHi…

- AN END IS A NEW BEGINNING -

There’s a question appeared in my mind:

“Should I cry or smile to face these complicated, bitter matters

happening in my life?”

And then I realized that crying is usual, so I preferred to smile

(since I’m extraordinary ;p ).

Weird me, huh?

That’s ok, ‘coz I’m proud to be ‘that weird girl’. J

It’s hard to smile in a hard situation, of course..

but nothing is impossible as long as u’re willing to try.

Maybe at first u’ll fall down for some times,

but don’t let it imprison ur life completely.

Free ur sadness to the lowest point,

but only for a moment before u finally stand up tall,

ready to overcome every other single problem comes to ur life,

‘coz u’re wiser and stronger…

As we all know; shit happens, don’t worry be happy,

take a sit back and relax, enjoy every joy and pain. J

Good things u experience are a GOOD teacher..

Bad things u experience are a GREAT teacher..

So, always learn and understand.

‘Coz whenever u face an end, just believe that it doesn’t ‘close all doors’…

In fact, an end is a sign to a new beginning.

A better and brighter life is waiting for u!

Cheers,

‘chi (^_^)